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coz i gotta go back to sch almost everyday...plus it ends real late...sick...anyway...ystd i dint go to sch...supposingly i gotta wake up by abt 7.30am but who noes i ended in e hospital instead of sch...i'm fine la...we receive a call n rushed down...everyone was reali praying hard for her...is reali scary to b outside e ICU...i was reali lost for words...i dint wad to pray...i can't used any big n nice prayer..but juz simply.."God pls save her...u r e healer"...ya but i guess wad God wans is for us to lean on Him...anyway thx..Qi n fel for coming down ystd..n as well as those who prayed for her...thx everyone...in e morning she had difficulties in breathing...after tt she say she couldnt c or hear anytyhing...n sort of passed out...so we were informed...while we were waiting n praying...i got another encounter...i felt e joy of e doctors..n my airway seems to b cleared...u c norm breathing is alrite..but e sense of lightness(qin) in me...n i got an image of e doc coming out...so i stared at e door...yes...e doc came out n said tt it had been stablize but still critical...so ya...God is great...so we went in to c her...is reali hard n painful for her coz u can c it...it was a long day for us..so tired...i left for camp meeting in e evening where she is breathing normally..coz i needa take a breath too...seriously...i've been pondering over this..God nv fails u..n me...i simply agree...100% agree...think abt ur life (if u r a christian esp).. when hav God ever failed u? unless u r using ur own strength not leaning on God...He may seems reali far/asleep n u need help desperately...u turned to God but it dosent seems to work e way u wan...but how? Trust God...coz He had prepared sth much beta...a very satisfying ans...yes...He NEVER fails...in e end of every thing u c His great work rite? n u won e battle..anyway…on Sunday I lead p&w in children ministry…haha..is 1st timer for me…coz I’ve nv lead p&w before..but is reali nice to c those kids worshipping…haha…yeah…this sat is uher outing!!! Is going to b reali fun..haha…yup..had a long day ystd…so needa replenish my sleep haha…con’t to pray for my aunt coz there’s an infection in her lungs which coz her to hav difficulties in breathing..tmr she is gg for operation…if she’s beta she’ll go for chemo…
so much hidden feelings..but they cant b told
He is awesome
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