I'm beta le...thx for e concern
I tink is either friday or sat we receive e news tt e cancerous cell had surrounded her kidney area cozing e blood circulation problem..n she couldn't passed out her waste...which make her body bloated n swollen coz e toxic went back to her body...she was very tired le coz she jux manage to escpae death e 2nd time...by then she was sub-conscious le...n e doc says she may go into coma anytime...so when we visited her on sunday morning, my youngest uncle told us tt her lungs n kidney can no longer function n she's in coma...but it was her heart tt kept her on as she had a very strong heart tt kept beating strongly...we talked to her...coz e doc told us tt she can hear us de...so we read verse n verse..spoke to her...n i left there in e afternoon to church for a short meeting...yup...thx ar ah gong...he shared lots of stuff n testimony to me...which i believe tt it was God who had used him to speak to me...giving me hope in e Lord...yup..is abt this lady who was diagnosed with kidney cancer...n gotta cut one out..she was despair but she say tt God's in control..so she went for operation...after she was discharged...she needed to go back for check-up...n e doc was very suprised was she had two kidney instead of one left...n is a two healthy kidney...it kinda gave me...so during e service jane wrote me a msg asking me if i like to go down with her to visit my aunt...i agreed n choo tagged along...no la..i asked her de...haha...my aunt's condition was so bad tt if all medical machine is removed..she will not live...but e doc wants her heart to beat till it stops by itself...i prayed reali hard n tt she'll hav a new body...so i went to sch e next day with a hopeful heart...n i felt this deep joy in me...deep down to my stomach, flowing frm e inside...coz it was her in this joyful place...she was joyful yup...e place call heaven...it kinda crushed my only hope..i broke down crying...suddenly God was asking.."y r u crying? she is wit me.." i saw this little gal smiling in joy...yes..indeed she had receive a new body..a body tt will nv die...a body tt is immortal n perfect...no illness,sins n disease..but deep down in my heart..i feel tt she's alive but not dead...is like not accepting but i guess it was she living in heaven..but at this time...God still gav us hope...tt is to able to c her in heaven again...in my previous post i said God nv fails..indeed coz He left us with hope even to a person death..so amazing...i'm glad to be His child...in Him we hav unlimited hope...but e hardest n painful part is when they pushed e coffin into e car n e "oven"...n e last time we r going to c her body... but e pastor said "Do not sorrow like there is no hope..though we r going to miss her..but do not sorrow with no hope coz we hav God"
Though she went off way before us but wad she left in our hearts is her agape love n e tings she did for us...she did too many tings for us..it would be too long to post..few things tt i learned frm her is her faith, courage n she was very strong...life is going to b different but God is in charge... n thx to those whom came..i reali appreciate it..n those who gav me encouraging msg...God bless!
In Him there's hope :)
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