the clay
Melissa Bea
02/07/1990.Seventeen
zss.5N1
COOS LOL- P&W.Usher.Children Ministry
United Passion Cell
Kingdom of Heaven
Drama.Dance.keyboard.
drums.guitar.music.

Love
God.
LOL peeps.
Family.
friends.
kids(they're so cute).

Dream n dreeeam
Books(good ones but u can ask me to pick)
Pass 'O' lvls
Get into psychology and community service course in np
Stickers
Cute Stuff - kuma
*Top/Clothes
*Black pants
Wallet
Bag
More songs n wana compose
craving for spicy food
Having fun!

Juz the chat



CREDITS
designer: ruoyi n melissa
colour code-
basecode : aeroplanes-
city brush
{please do not remove the credits part,thank you. (:}

Lord, i believe

Friday, April 06, 2007

i wana grab hold of u so much...i need u desperately...but there's seems no ans...i begin to doubt even evidence is shown but my heart is still filled with disbelieve...i'm longing to believe but there's too much things tt is hindering...where can i get help...again n again i tink of e goodness u planted in my life but it doesnt grow...so lost so lost...i prayed but no ans...ur face begin to disappear in front of me...i reali dun wana doubt...deep down i know u r real..but what's wrong? heart problem? i need an ans......u showed me again on e day when Jesus died for me...when He stepped into world to die for me...n reminded me...Romans8:38 " For i am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither the present nor the future, nor any powers, neither height nor depth. nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord." so He would not leave nor forsake me...n neither would He wana lose me...i cried out, "God i believe You!" i broke down n i'm free!!! with joy...=)

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Uncomprehensionable love
that life was given.