it was really a long day for me ystd...the practical was "interesting" coz many things happened haha...i did phy prac first...each of us were given a few pieces of strings, a split cork, wooden ruler, 50gm weight n an unknown weight item...n a duno wad stand...i was supposed to decreased the length of 50g weight from the centre of the ruler but i did it e other way round...thank God i notice it...haha...so overall is quite accurate haha...coz my graph is straight...e best part was chem prac...i'm suppose to heat a white powder tt would turn yellowish.. n test for e gas...well i got 2 gases..carbon dioxide n oxygen..where others hav one or none...-.-"
then i use an aqueous solution to test cation...i didnt noe there was coz my litmus paper did not turn blue..is onli after e whole experiment then i notice e colour slightly turned blue...at first i tout i was seeing things but i dipped n it turned all blue...haha...another mistake spotted.. thank God...followed up next is to use e remaining solution to test for anion...but i used e one i juz e experiment on earlier n it turned dirty yellow...with some insoluble disgusting substance...so i took a little out frm e remaining and redo but it turned out e same...is odd..so i read e question again...haha..lucky i hav some left to separate equally...then i was needed to add e two alkali...n i forgot wad i added in each...but it turn soluble so i supposed it was zinc...well...shall juz wait for e result...went to eat then to jx hse to play...talk abt eating...my stomach is not feeling really well...on wed hm n ry went to mac for lunch, after tt when we were home or e next day we had stomache...n we tout abt e food, drinks n sauce we ate...e only thing all 3 of us ate was sweet chili...so we conclude tt sth was wrong wit it...plus i ate laska ystd... so e first thing i did for the 2 morn was going to e toilet...n e pain comes during my eng paper...but it comes abt e time when i'm almost done wit my work...haha... i tink i'll flung my eng paper coz it test my imagination n e passage is so chim..i dun understand half of the passage...haix... but dun care le...haha...wad's done cant b undone...
ystd evening i went to e crematorium to see my aunt n great-grandma...my grandma cried...esp when we went to my aunt's tomb..i dint cry coz i tink i'm numb inside...i cant feel e pain...but wondered how life would b so different now...n learning to cherish every single moment wit ur love ones like families n friends...do n treat them nicely when u still can...dun wait till e time u r losing them then u treat them well...though busy, try to make time for them...yup...i tink being a child is e best...coz u dun hav to worry abt anything...u lead a carefree life...n cry, laugh play all u want...blurred...which is wad i long for...their innocent lives touch me...as grown-ups there r to many problems n responsibility to handle n faced....kids r more open...where they tell how they feel n there's always a listening ear...to let out...well i do turn to God but sometimes when i need someone to let out...is like hunting for fish in the forest...yup..haha...well gotta sleep..hav to wake up reali early tmr...
and Good Luck to all who r having mid-yr...=)
i'm broken before You..
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