Uncomprehensionable love .

sunday was super busy haha...in e morn went for yt, follow by children ministry n though it was kinda ~~screwed up~~ at e end but good job coz is reali tough..haha...cm it is so challenging rite? haha...n went for youth...sermon was good...n i really learn lots of stuff but during cell my brain cant work haha....n cheer up haha...we'll b there for u...weloveu!! n on our way home...well we shared lots of stuff haha...shh...

It was kinda ~~bad~~ day for me...in e morn i was energised...but firstly i lost my comb n not reali in e mood to talk...so is kinda 'sian' n during chinese ry n i exchange some stuff follow by how can we design our hse...haha...we were super creative n high haha...as usual chinese but this week is kinda slack...still i learned lots of things so need to work hard...28 may come come!!! n finish u up once n for all...haha...then at home there's so many emotions...i'm reali tired of this kinda life...e fire is always there..n i dun understand n i'm bursting n indeed i burst...n my heart was stirring up...so i apologised..i tear without making any voice...i duno y but it juz stream down...i'm so young n i felt tt i'm placed in so many pain, hurts n problem...i reali i hav no one to turn to...coz i promise not to cry...i'm stressed but no one reali noes...n when everyone hav e rite to let out at anyone, i cant...there's so many things...not tt i wana worry but i cant help it..everytime when i stand up...for only a day or two...i fall again...is reali hard...is like picking n falling...i reali long for e time when i'm standing up...n i thank God for this song on my blog... it reminds me to giv to God...n i broke down to cry in front of God...

Lord...i'm reali sorry for e hurtful tings i said to u
thank you for loving me even when i disappoint u...
loving me when i'm disobedient,
loving me when i'm not a good child where others r more worthful for u to love...
n not giving up on me...

n i felt so much beta le...

7 more days
into ur hands

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